Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

Playing with colors Adoring the blues overhead Seeing theater enacting love Adoring innocent smiles Was what she loved Not that she wasn't liking the life beyond it Just that things didn't belong to her room Beyond sun, moon and stars Not that she denying love to enter her life But some characters are just peddlers Not the leads She loved love stories Dreamt of meeting her hero But a corner in her heart was denial of it It's not meant for everyone out here Like they say "Only a few hearts are destined to find love." So heads ponders on it Then does her heart belong to the group of 'Few'? Mesmerized by smiles Mesmerized by talks But never had she confessed it to the good souls One sudden day she confessed Not love but that her heart was not denial of love But can't be a home of two But can't sync with his Sitting by bay she still thinks of the wave parting every day But still rejoicing with the sea at the noon and ...

It wasn't that the thought of visiting that place ( The only place that knew both of them ) Came that very evening. Heart throwing tantrums to the head Of listening a voice Of seeing a face Of reliving few hours It was the result of overhearing The hearts yelling almost every morning When wanting to see the expression And not the Emojis dashing on the screen Saying good morning never satisfies The want to talk to him The want to listen his voice Finally she was going But deciding on what to look like was difficult We never like to change but Time has it's plan too So there was something different now She choose a blend of both ( The past & The present). As she reached the place Inspite of being familiar The walls, the gate and whispers of the trees there Were not like of her people And then someone came too see her. She entered the building talking to that someone. Her eyes, Her ears, All were busy but not in listening to that someone ...

He was trying to keep her It was just few talks that they had exchanged It was just few minutes of the clock they had robbed Few candies where what he had bought from the jar hiding from Mom He was trying to keep her Never had he shared the lunch box with the rest tiny tots But he had shared his favorite pav bhaji with her He thought playing jolly - A game with mandatory pen mark , to be a girl game But had written a 'A' as the pen mark, playing the jolly with her He was trying to keep her Playing in the mud rather sand Was what he thought was untidy But today was building sand castle with her Clicking dishes before eating always sounded stupid to him But was penning the recipe of the dishes she had made while playing He was trying to keep her He was living a future in his every present moment with her

She had made his favourite food Dinner table set His favourite show was opted to feel him in his absence And then there was sudden knock on the door The knock was familiar And so was the face But still was unknown person Unable to stand on his feet Tumbling from left , stepping two and then right. She was shook. But helped him to the bed instead of the dinner table She hadn't done this today But was living it from past one month If you want to know One month ago The guy tumbling down like a bottle Was a person waking up to her calls Of course not the first call but of course with her only calls Instead of the good morning thing Her ears had heard "Thanks for the breakfast its yummy" Instead of love you , it always came "Stop watching saas bahu they end up to same." The dinner table slept with the food And she slept nursing his hair The bird chirping had woke them She wanted an answer from him The reason why was his losing...

Now that things are over Lets wrap it to the past Lets giggle to the happening not morn Lets narrate it as story not as incidents Now that things are over Lets wave to the stranger Lets live the date then to title the date as DATE Let's start a dairy without awaiting ne w year Now that things are over Lets make them ink your smile Lets just welcome the sadness to make the smiles wanted Lets not close the eyes to that face Lets just wave hi rather than whisper love Now that things are over Wouldn't mind loving him then just smiling For apart is written with them For they are to be loved Admiring the unnoticed stars Adoring the moon with Cresent beyond its full moon day Admiring the sun rather than complaining of its harsh rays

Can we meet for the last Have written a thousand words Have said alot to the dusk and dawn Have thrown tantrums to mom Have eaten her ears talking about you Can we meet for the last Have notified you how it is with you Have said it you ,not them. Have introduced you to the unknowns Have seen them more fond of you than me Can we meet for the last For pages are written about the first smile For words have failed to understand US ,WE  For words are trying to figure Her and YOU For the last 24 have been forgotten If we exist or we existed For lyrics hold much than what we have exchanged For the hours we have seen eachother faces Are like drop to the ocean For she has said alot to them about you The Good you Can we meet for the last So that she knows the worst of you Because breaking with best of you is not possible Can we meet for the last Last & First meet with the person She has scribbled 100 pages for

Beyond seeing you Wana talk to your mom Who has bought you to us Wana talk to your dad Who helped you to be this adoring Wana talk to your sister Who knows the best and the worst of you. Beyond seeing you Wana listen from your granny How naughty were you Wana listen from your neighbour What a spoiled brat were you to disturb her having nap Wana listen from your KG teacher How good were you at throwing tantrums. Beyond seeing you Wana be part of your past Were had lived days beyond the lessons of class and life Wana be part of your present Where sunrises and sunsets seem impossible Wana be part of your future Where you will be naming our kids not the files. Beyond seeing you Wana meet Them - FAMILY.