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Blooms OR Ashes?


When they found you in each word of mine
When they found you in every hour of mine
They all threw a common question
Why?
Did I loved you?
Were you my crush?
Until then you were just a friend of mine.
But then the nerves of the head started to ponder
And the beats of the heart, tried to sync with questions.
When couldn't conclude,
Started to note the bits and pieces of you rather all of you and bits and pieces of me.
Then it all came as chapters,
All scribbled but yet incomplete.
There's no perfect reason of involving you in the day
No bad habits of you discovered.
No specific reason to narrate them about the happenings with you.
It was not just your vocals to leave me numb.
It was not just how you heard all stories of mine
Without any lines on the fore-head
And any cotton in the ear.
It was never about your looks
Until a day the pupils met your smile.
Penning it all leaves the ink to dry
And words hard to replace the happening
Of the head and the heart.
Before the ink dries again,
And pen goes spell bound.
Just as they -'Everything happens for a reason'
Denial of all
Ready to accept -'Happy that you happened to a heart of mine'

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