Obvious Or Obvilion ?

She was playing the game
Where the rose has to leave it's petal
Just to help her determine if he loves her

She hadn't rejoice any bit of it
The day when it shook her hard
Was when she wanted to know the answer of her
WHY?

Why was she feeling so attached to soul
Never touched
Why was she so concerned for him
Even though she is or was barely part of his 24 hours and beyond
Why was she so thoughtful of his thoughts
Although they had nothing in common to pounder on
Why was she moved by the echos of his name
Earlier it was just a name lost in crowd
And now the only name she was finding in all the list

She had never danced along with the feeling of having him
The day when they had met was a disaster
But then it was bit friendly but,
Not like that makes one's heart to skip a bit
She wanted to know the answers of HOW ?

How can she fall for a person when is not there besides her anymore
How can love happen in someone's absence
How can all permutations and combination fail to have an answer
How come did she fail to realise in his presence
How can someone's ignorance mean nothing
To girl full of self respect and less eager to find a soulmate
Although she wishes to have a fairytale
How can be so obvious to him and not to herself

Summers replaced with rainy clouds
Rainy clouds to winter
Winter with autumn
Autumn to spring
And nature is busy with it's cycle

But still she remains as is
Doubting herself
Questioning her heart
Hating her head for not finding a answer

And most annoyed by the fact

Is his mister perfect still a unknown to her and known to the sun and moon

Or is he who fails to answer her question , which the skies know but is unknown to her heart

Comments

That notification

When I received your message today I was on my way to office, I smiled to your text but missed to reply Today when my phone buzzed with you name with a message underneath I peeped at it and missed to reply, again! The other day when I received your message, I was out with a friend so I kept it on unread to reply later But I slept And days followed Your name kept shining everyday I kept going without replying to them on time or even not But you stayed So the other day when I didn’t see your name in the notification bar I missed you, only to realise I missed to live the moment of the words that you shared The moments you remembered and I failed to live it again because I was just lost While you stood on the door I was just wondering here and there Ignorant of the fact that the sun will set and it will be night soon You will close the doors To sleep with moon outside the window

Whisper of the wind

I often understand love in a language I don’t understand Like falling for stranger Sometimes for their kindness Sometimes for that smile Sometimes just for them being happy Sometimes for their sympathy How does falling starts for unknown 너의 이름을 불러보지만 닿을 수 없다는 걸 알고 있어 긴 밤을 꼬박 새우고 빗속으로 어느새 (새벽이 오고 있어) ( even though i call your name I know i can't reach you I spent the long night in the rain suddenly (dawn is coming) But it roots as you stay their for hours and sometimes for days And if you happen to to stay longer It stays for lifetime Not into your life but into your heart Sometimes a song reminders you of it On other days the checked shirt Or that gesture you noticed in the crowd of unknown people Often it’s how they behave around and with their people Gentle, calm, silently funny in the heads Mischievous smiles And a face you never thought to encounter

Fears, are real!

All the fears are real People falling While walking While dancing While just standing still While looking at someone Failing In the exams With the expectations Of yours And your loved once And the strangers Growing In love Out of love Getting old With lessons With scars With open wounds Being stuck On page for hours and weeks In life for years and years With people till the end In thoughts of your own and the others too. With a blank full of ink but still not working Many others like People giving up on you People not fighting for you You not able to find the old you You missing yourself While you stand before the mirror With blank thoughts Like standing in a room On your own shadow Everyday at certain hour of the day All that you fear is happening is someday We just need to breathe through it Crying, yelling, laughing or just sitting through it Or just walking past it.

Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

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