And the coffee is finished

In between the sips of the coffee
The talks of marriage was being exchanged
Not of her's
But of someone in the town she knew
But of her siblings

It doesn't come easy to her to spell about her own
Although it's own mind somewhere in the corner
She have alot of wandering clouds
Some drifting to heart
Some drifting to mind
Some drifting to him
Some drifting to the right
The right defined by her mom

Mom says
"Now a day's people say something
People mean something else
People act on some other definitions
You want something else
You try to convince yourself for something else
You are lazy to action your goals
You are just being.
And that's only can do at this moment.
Be.
You can't help your heart but,
Please help it be on your side more than the side
It wants to.
Life doesn't work as per our plans
It sometimes happens that
Life and we agree over certain thoughts
And then Goals happen.

And the cup stands empty
So did she
Career is happening to her
Knowledge is coming and leaving with more speed
But
It seems heart is just spilling of the red blood
And so the love just flows with it.
If she finds the future love
Will she be vacant of love
Will he have the enough to hold both of them

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That notification

When I received your message today I was on my way to office, I smiled to your text but missed to reply Today when my phone buzzed with you name with a message underneath I peeped at it and missed to reply, again! The other day when I received your message, I was out with a friend so I kept it on unread to reply later But I slept And days followed Your name kept shining everyday I kept going without replying to them on time or even not But you stayed So the other day when I didn’t see your name in the notification bar I missed you, only to realise I missed to live the moment of the words that you shared The moments you remembered and I failed to live it again because I was just lost While you stood on the door I was just wondering here and there Ignorant of the fact that the sun will set and it will be night soon You will close the doors To sleep with moon outside the window

Whisper of the wind

I often understand love in a language I don’t understand Like falling for stranger Sometimes for their kindness Sometimes for that smile Sometimes just for them being happy Sometimes for their sympathy How does falling starts for unknown 너의 이름을 불러보지만 닿을 수 없다는 걸 알고 있어 긴 밤을 꼬박 새우고 빗속으로 어느새 (새벽이 오고 있어) ( even though i call your name I know i can't reach you I spent the long night in the rain suddenly (dawn is coming) But it roots as you stay their for hours and sometimes for days And if you happen to to stay longer It stays for lifetime Not into your life but into your heart Sometimes a song reminders you of it On other days the checked shirt Or that gesture you noticed in the crowd of unknown people Often it’s how they behave around and with their people Gentle, calm, silently funny in the heads Mischievous smiles And a face you never thought to encounter

Fears, are real!

All the fears are real People falling While walking While dancing While just standing still While looking at someone Failing In the exams With the expectations Of yours And your loved once And the strangers Growing In love Out of love Getting old With lessons With scars With open wounds Being stuck On page for hours and weeks In life for years and years With people till the end In thoughts of your own and the others too. With a blank full of ink but still not working Many others like People giving up on you People not fighting for you You not able to find the old you You missing yourself While you stand before the mirror With blank thoughts Like standing in a room On your own shadow Everyday at certain hour of the day All that you fear is happening is someday We just need to breathe through it Crying, yelling, laughing or just sitting through it Or just walking past it.

Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

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