Confession waits no day

That face was just a face lost in crowd
He was like other boys
About whom she was least bothered
Presence, absence all sounded the same
If girls wonder around him
Not a matter of concern or bothering

Had never penned a word
About what looks best on him
About when he goes Gaga
About when he goes mad
About if he has friends like the naughty gang

She often prefers checks over solid
She for no good reason prefers a watch over bare wrist
She prefers uncombed hairs over combed
She often prefers shirts over tshirts
But

Things change
Weather change
So did her heart
She suddenly started getting annoyed for him being late
She suddenly was bothered by the girl gang around him
She suddenly was bothered by his presence and of course the absence
She for the first time was bothered to find his hand in her hand
Things change
So did time
Time did best to her heart

But often love gets lost in distance
She found her feelings to be real in spaces around her
She had many to fall for
Many, she often falls as they keep her fairytales alive
But this time it always was about him
She had confessed it a thousand times
But real confession thing brings shivers in her
Of seeing him
Of saying alot
Like she talks much to her people but is a silent soul to the world
Let's keep the shivers
And say it again to the air
She do treasures him every day

The rose in the dairy
Least bothered of it's colors
Ready to fade
Ready to stay
Ready to feel all if it again and all over again

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Normal problems please !

I miss the normal problems I miss mom scolding me for being late from work I miss being stuck in traffic when out for office I miss being out with my friend and then planning another outing I miss the gossips at the coffee shops I miss the crowd at McDonald's I miss waiting for my chance in the queue of burger King I miss seeing the teenage girls in sarees for farewell in college waiting the bus and the train I miss seeing the boys trying to fix the loose tie standing by their crush I miss seeing dad care free about us being out of home I miss the normal problems The news of people dying is suffocating The news of all the chance for this virus vanishing is nowhere They talk of precautions Now each day seems a achivement Now each but of oxygen seems a reward Now washing hands seems the only hygienic essential Now being around your loved once seems so terrifying You can't touch them You can't hug them You can't even wipe their fear tears You can just stand their prayi...

That notification

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I am stupid with love

The ceiling The fan The curtains The door The windows All are still With the silent Breeze making its way into the room Like the thoughts in my head I can hear the ticking of the clock The heart knocks against my chest Sometimes even the a sound of my eye lids flickering On the thoughts that are non stop I cry to myself in the head "Nobody loves me." Before I throw another tantrum My head replies Your family loves you. And i suspend that answer Thinking of A friend i have known since 10 years now A friend who can read my thoughts through the phone screen Just by knowing me through a year A boy whom I had met years ago I don't even remember the length of his smile Of the shape of his head or the position or the color of his hair But I think of that boy When I say nobody loves me. Now the irony is None of the three people Like to express love in words Or in loud gestures And i crave for words But if they tell those wo...

Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

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