Pieces do have meaning

In the beginning of this piece
She told herself let's not involve him
The part is so temporary to her fairytale
A fairytale wishing to be her destiny

But then it never goes as per the plan
Life has it's own climax
Or may be it was his words-
"I know you will never leave me."
Don't know was this a good belief or
Something that wasn't right.

Out of the twelve
They had just conversed for 4 months
But like the water flows with pebbles and leaving alot of them
It wasn't continuous
It was rather bits of paper

And may be time told her to take a deep breath
A breath where no flags of his name
No signals of him coming
No sunrise and sunset giving birth to hope
For the first time she was trying to give up completely
Like ending a book with no climax and no Happy ending
But just writing it's last page.

Out of the bluemoon
A friend of hers tossed a coin to decide on to him
6 months
If it was in it, Good.
And if not, no stories at all.
And for the first time sunset bought a new thing
Him.
Puzzled if it was reality or dream
She took all the time she could to understand that it actually happened

But it never remains the same
You often learn alot many lessons on a page
And the another has none
So this year was one that had many
Fighting with her own heart
Fighting with her own self
She had learned
How to keep heart as friend.

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That notification

When I received your message today I was on my way to office, I smiled to your text but missed to reply Today when my phone buzzed with you name with a message underneath I peeped at it and missed to reply, again! The other day when I received your message, I was out with a friend so I kept it on unread to reply later But I slept And days followed Your name kept shining everyday I kept going without replying to them on time or even not But you stayed So the other day when I didn’t see your name in the notification bar I missed you, only to realise I missed to live the moment of the words that you shared The moments you remembered and I failed to live it again because I was just lost While you stood on the door I was just wondering here and there Ignorant of the fact that the sun will set and it will be night soon You will close the doors To sleep with moon outside the window

Whisper of the wind

I often understand love in a language I don’t understand Like falling for stranger Sometimes for their kindness Sometimes for that smile Sometimes just for them being happy Sometimes for their sympathy How does falling starts for unknown 너의 이름을 불러보지만 닿을 수 없다는 걸 알고 있어 긴 밤을 꼬박 새우고 빗속으로 어느새 (새벽이 오고 있어) ( even though i call your name I know i can't reach you I spent the long night in the rain suddenly (dawn is coming) But it roots as you stay their for hours and sometimes for days And if you happen to to stay longer It stays for lifetime Not into your life but into your heart Sometimes a song reminders you of it On other days the checked shirt Or that gesture you noticed in the crowd of unknown people Often it’s how they behave around and with their people Gentle, calm, silently funny in the heads Mischievous smiles And a face you never thought to encounter

Fears, are real!

All the fears are real People falling While walking While dancing While just standing still While looking at someone Failing In the exams With the expectations Of yours And your loved once And the strangers Growing In love Out of love Getting old With lessons With scars With open wounds Being stuck On page for hours and weeks In life for years and years With people till the end In thoughts of your own and the others too. With a blank full of ink but still not working Many others like People giving up on you People not fighting for you You not able to find the old you You missing yourself While you stand before the mirror With blank thoughts Like standing in a room On your own shadow Everyday at certain hour of the day All that you fear is happening is someday We just need to breathe through it Crying, yelling, laughing or just sitting through it Or just walking past it.

Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

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