Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

  I tell her I hate you as if it's wishing Good morning or good night or a hie or a bye I tell her I hate you right after I wake up until m dead with my phone in my hand with her texting awaiting my response I tell her I hate you when in the best moods or the worst I tell her about the crush that just happened a min ago I tell her about the boy who was my crush a second ago I cry to her about my fallen ice cream I cry to her about the finished maggie packets I cry to her about the 1cm increase in the muscle fat of my arm I cry to her about the boy not proposing the girl on the screen I cry to her about not receiving a text from the only person I want to slap because he just kept me on read I cry to her about my cravings for cake, maggie, tea, chocolates I cry to her about not able to draw the perfect eyes of my crush  I cry to her about mom not listening to me I cry to her about dad asking me to get married I plan dates with her Where I want to cook the best omelettes The best...

  I miss the normal problems I miss mom scolding me for being late from work I miss being stuck in traffic when out for office I miss being out with my friend and then planning another outing I miss the gossips at the coffee shops I miss the crowd at McDonald's I miss waiting for my chance in the queue of burger King I miss seeing the teenage girls in sarees for farewell in college waiting the bus and the train I miss seeing the boys trying to fix the loose tie standing by their crush I miss seeing dad care free about us being out of home I miss the normal problems The news of people dying is suffocating The news of all the chance for this virus vanishing is nowhere They talk of precautions  Now each day seems a achivement Now each but of oxygen seems a reward Now washing hands seems the only hygienic essential Now being around your loved once seems so terrifying You can't touch them  You can't hug them You can't even wipe their fear tears You can just stand their prayi...