Dream or Nightmare?

Pushing you away is like
Exhaling without inhaling

Walking from you seems
Like on the road with known end
Ironically walking with you is like hiraeth
But it's chills the nerves

Living a moment with known span is sad
Living a unexpected moment unaware of it's life is a happy thing
& You are her's happy thing

She had just slammed the door on your face
Asking you to stay away
Both of you know why

She inked you
She inked each bit of your story
Both of you inhaled through the ink
Not admist the trees and the human beings
Is this how two people not meant for inhale

Shook by your name in the midnight
Still clueless on the fact that
Are you her's nightmare or a dream
She doesn't check you besides her
A universe exists between you two
So she just checks the notifications
The still sleepy eyes are consious enough to not find your name
She hugs the pillow refraining your soul
And sleeps again to rest her body

Thinking of you is a medicine to her treasured moments
But shutting you is a posion

Inking all of her heart for you
Seems betrayal to her better half
Often she just ignores the most awaited once to be inked
And tries to pacify with you and her better half

Do you have a thing to clam her soul being with her
and not like she does - Shutting people off.

Comments

That notification

When I received your message today I was on my way to office, I smiled to your text but missed to reply Today when my phone buzzed with you name with a message underneath I peeped at it and missed to reply, again! The other day when I received your message, I was out with a friend so I kept it on unread to reply later But I slept And days followed Your name kept shining everyday I kept going without replying to them on time or even not But you stayed So the other day when I didn’t see your name in the notification bar I missed you, only to realise I missed to live the moment of the words that you shared The moments you remembered and I failed to live it again because I was just lost While you stood on the door I was just wondering here and there Ignorant of the fact that the sun will set and it will be night soon You will close the doors To sleep with moon outside the window

Normal problems please !

I miss the normal problems I miss mom scolding me for being late from work I miss being stuck in traffic when out for office I miss being out with my friend and then planning another outing I miss the gossips at the coffee shops I miss the crowd at McDonald's I miss waiting for my chance in the queue of burger King I miss seeing the teenage girls in sarees for farewell in college waiting the bus and the train I miss seeing the boys trying to fix the loose tie standing by their crush I miss seeing dad care free about us being out of home I miss the normal problems The news of people dying is suffocating The news of all the chance for this virus vanishing is nowhere They talk of precautions Now each day seems a achivement Now each but of oxygen seems a reward Now washing hands seems the only hygienic essential Now being around your loved once seems so terrifying You can't touch them You can't hug them You can't even wipe their fear tears You can just stand their prayi...

Fears, are real!

All the fears are real People falling While walking While dancing While just standing still While looking at someone Failing In the exams With the expectations Of yours And your loved once And the strangers Growing In love Out of love Getting old With lessons With scars With open wounds Being stuck On page for hours and weeks In life for years and years With people till the end In thoughts of your own and the others too. With a blank full of ink but still not working Many others like People giving up on you People not fighting for you You not able to find the old you You missing yourself While you stand before the mirror With blank thoughts Like standing in a room On your own shadow Everyday at certain hour of the day All that you fear is happening is someday We just need to breathe through it Crying, yelling, laughing or just sitting through it Or just walking past it.

Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

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