A blank Happy space

From conscious to cozy corners

From continuous sharing of thoughts and gossips in the day

To lying down silently besides

In the morning, I wake up to new toothbrush

And then the poha on the table

More brighter than the sun above

And coming back to a smile

That is stranger but so welcoming

I find a tiny arm around my waist and against my shoulder

Did I just find home

In a town where am often home sick

Here am trying gather all the happiness

That were trying to escape in the name of peace

Sharing the blankets and the pillow

Had I shared a means to read me or my thoughts?

Tossing from right to left

Was the pillow steady

May be the thoughts of him had left and hence the pillow was resting tired of shutting those stupid thoughts

I wake up searching for a song and a 'Ok' twinkles over it.

I HATE IT, I hate this ok now

I roll out of bed

And start another morning

With a breakfast that has a sketch besides and the survival, the tea.

Accompanying the sun am out with a new happy face

All by the windows and no worries on the forehead

Shopping for future is such a thing

Of creating frames in the air

And then breathe through them as the coming past

The blue across our body

Makes the day more comforting than the cloud

I failed to notice with tossing two souls around me

And the songs in the shop try envolpeing me with you

I resist and fall against the car seat

And unlocking the door with tired foots

Am soon sitting below the sky

With one of the best tea

And two happy souls

On a mat

Comments

That notification

When I received your message today I was on my way to office, I smiled to your text but missed to reply Today when my phone buzzed with you name with a message underneath I peeped at it and missed to reply, again! The other day when I received your message, I was out with a friend so I kept it on unread to reply later But I slept And days followed Your name kept shining everyday I kept going without replying to them on time or even not But you stayed So the other day when I didn’t see your name in the notification bar I missed you, only to realise I missed to live the moment of the words that you shared The moments you remembered and I failed to live it again because I was just lost While you stood on the door I was just wondering here and there Ignorant of the fact that the sun will set and it will be night soon You will close the doors To sleep with moon outside the window

Fears, are real!

All the fears are real People falling While walking While dancing While just standing still While looking at someone Failing In the exams With the expectations Of yours And your loved once And the strangers Growing In love Out of love Getting old With lessons With scars With open wounds Being stuck On page for hours and weeks In life for years and years With people till the end In thoughts of your own and the others too. With a blank full of ink but still not working Many others like People giving up on you People not fighting for you You not able to find the old you You missing yourself While you stand before the mirror With blank thoughts Like standing in a room On your own shadow Everyday at certain hour of the day All that you fear is happening is someday We just need to breathe through it Crying, yelling, laughing or just sitting through it Or just walking past it.

Whisper of the wind

I often understand love in a language I don’t understand Like falling for stranger Sometimes for their kindness Sometimes for that smile Sometimes just for them being happy Sometimes for their sympathy How does falling starts for unknown 너의 이름을 불러보지만 닿을 수 없다는 걸 알고 있어 긴 밤을 꼬박 새우고 빗속으로 어느새 (새벽이 오고 있어) ( even though i call your name I know i can't reach you I spent the long night in the rain suddenly (dawn is coming) But it roots as you stay their for hours and sometimes for days And if you happen to to stay longer It stays for lifetime Not into your life but into your heart Sometimes a song reminders you of it On other days the checked shirt Or that gesture you noticed in the crowd of unknown people Often it’s how they behave around and with their people Gentle, calm, silently funny in the heads Mischievous smiles And a face you never thought to encounter

Blissfully inhaled and exhaled

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